Five Poems by Jenny Grassl for Haunted Passages

These poems are based on my engagement with The Thunder, Perfect Mind: a poem written by an unknown woman from Egypt in the fourth century. Pagan and Christian ideas were merging and transforming in the divinities of the goddess Isis and Virgin Mary at this time. The epigraphs are taken from the Egyptian poem, and the titled poems following are my imaginings. The translation is by Anne McGuire, used with her permission.

Sunback Sunforth

Why, you who hate me, do you love me?

Eye can’t lull commerce crashing
with universe    monument to greed today

quickened    takes a wrecking ball
to justice    reversing reversed statues

in American parks    Eye could string lights
from the ancients’ fires to a local bar

lofty with reindeer    my eyes turned in
to cessations of the herd inside my breast

eagle shadows conceal all the breath caught
in a pyramid    then on a saint icon’s upper lip

a CHAT bot’s envy of Isis and song   
bring me to the brink of skin

Eye donate blood by sword for someone
else    their sun-star-crossed

4EVER ❤    chiseled    leapt   
ancient panther and prey   tattoo

needle follows crush along vein
stalking millennia     lotus     ankh

suffusing dawn    no words exchanged
one promise forking    always two names

twig dividing twig     axillary violence
battle for air and light    Montague and Capulet   

marshfire blot with all the stars morning-white  
burned last night    circus down to clown     

in Gemini    what alliance    what murderous
break    Cleopatra and Ptolemy

Eye lip synch reasons to exist    belt out
unity through holes in the augury   

You who are waiting for me, take me to yourselves
And do not pursue me from your vision.

For Eye Am Thistle at the End
of a blowpipe

fireone drop radiatingmultiplying some blemish

ozone and pheromone hotwire my honey shoesthe cloud clings
to sun of helianthusmy prickling a present tense

gods invoice the future Eye have already lived

the lolling will stopthe knocking will knock
Eye am the Dark Ages flexing petalsall the doom facts

Eye am root crypt-creptundercrawl in a subway tunnel
visions on platforms of bloomyou may seek me

Eye am iron doors clanking
Eyecommunity of one

ask to join your feral and your feud
but Eye am not to be watchedfor Eye am

night vision’s scribe and her cursive missive to not here—
spray paint loverejoinderriver

O accurate mouthpen and panned goldthe tea party girls
were paler thenEye am their samovar eyes

flesh throb into graffiti breaks the sound barrierso we can see
not ignore the swollen chorus of Eye Am

But whenever you hide yourselves / I myself will be manifest. / For whenever you are manifest, I myself will hide from you.

Allwhither

Eye am known to vanish
at a nation’s pinked border
with you    another country’s
zizag    land rag sheared
cheek-lined purse left behind

it is less known—a great oak
knocked at my root    so Eye hide
in the least of trees coaxing
sequel leaves from my gilt-
cringed laureate crown
to nest all the airplanes
a hangar of birds
trying to reach you
strung to theory
curled up so small
as to be invisible

blurred with careful centuries
Eye span canyons sequined
budbreak sound of tiny
tambourines mirroring
constellation-baubled
figments cold with Hera’s envy
warm She bear and her son

valley fog breathes between mountains
bright bridge of smoke
from Eye-cross-to-you and never

But as for me, I am merciful and I am cruel

Be on guard!
Do not hate my obedience,
and do not love my self-control in my weakness.
Do not forsake me,
and do not be afraid of my power.

Show Me Stop Me

allow me
to forget

   

but Eye still scream
with the flowers screaming

let ivy creep and circle me
little hairs of attachment

green words of cleave
climb the air you are left behind in
wither to crispgrasshoppers
widowed in a drought
did you think Eye could turn to you in some legible storm—
flowering contusions—and have something to say

   

ground mud so fecund Eden re-forests
with open arms Eye gather you from the produce aisle
from the blue Danube of your screen
waltz through witch hazel in a window pane
find the document that is a meadow you can live in

Interlucence

On the day I am close to you, you are far away from me
and on the day when I am far away from you, I am close to you.

 

a cymbal shudderingthe company of bronze cowbirds—brushedshushing

long after resting horns at evening

Eye step loud in overhead cloudon god eggshells

Eye go only low below a tree mycorrhizal gossip

goddess-nervedEye am a notion of povertylace and rag

fashion a winding sheetlight between debt

fled windows thread an after

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