New Poem by Jiwon Choi: “Reading About Prince’s Movie While Conjuring the Sunday Times Crossword and Rote Learning ‘Postcolonial Love Poem’ by Natalie Diaz”

Quest Love calls Ezra Edelman’s
nine hour sequence
of the Beautiful One
looking quiet
punching out muses
speaking in koans
while embracing lace
“a cultural service”
for Black men


We’re in junior high and our parents are too busy to
notice we’ve cut school to see a movie at the Olympia
movie theater on the corner of 107th Street. Ten letters.[1]
Diaz says we pleasure to hurt
leaving marks the size
of stones


Shangri-La of the Minnesota cornfields. Tour tickets
available for $75. Eleven letters.[2]
I confess!
“I am your culebra”

You are my island east
of Puerto Rico?


In interviews, the father
John Nelson claims the son’s
successes
mother Mattie Shaw kicks her child out
at twelve
by fourteen he was sleeping on friends’ couches

No
I am the serpent
you found
in a place where
“I’m not a woman
I’m not a man
I am something that you’ll never understand.”
Six letters.[3]

wildflowers take
twenty years to bloom
[+]


He grew up tragically alone
craving family, making then breaking
families
embodiment of multiple paradoxes
and complicated personas
57 years of fighting to be seen

Do you want him or do you want me
cuz I want you

but ongoing battles with the Estate
means we probably won’t ever get to
see this film

I never meant to cause you any sorrow[*]


will our bodies
ever bloom?
we want to believe in rain
so we wait

Jiwon Choi is a poet, preschool teacher, and urban gardener. She is the author of three poetry collections. Her most recent book, A Temporary Dwelling, was published by Spuyten Duyvil in 2024. She started her Brooklyn community garden’s first poetry reading series, Poets Read in the Garden, to support local writers during the early COVID years. She is an editor at Hanging Loose Press. More: iusedtobekorean.com

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Footnotes

[1]Purple Rain

[2]Paisley Park

[3]Prince

[*]Quotes from the article “The Prince We Never Knew” by Sasha Weiss

[+]excerpted from “Postcolonial Love Poem” by Natalie Diaz