“where we sharpen ourselves on the scoliotic spine of Death’s scythe”: A Haunted Passages Poem by Panika M. C. Dillon

we hide in the belly of a beast who
would burn Troy & hollow out a home in

the rubble of Rome. Zaporizhzhia: a
power station, a cage of swords paved in

prayer cards you sent by the truckload. we’re bound
for hell with gongs tied to our galoshes.

not you though. you can keep your shades of gray
for your little crusade. keep your rubles

& your bluebells, too. we’re not your holy
land or the sinners you save from early graves.

you can’t pull the wool over your own eyes—
let alone the flies in someone else’s.

we are not birds or bees busy in the
buttercups with bites of worm to warm our

craws. we can’t find so much as a chicken’s
wishbone in the clay, but it coughed up a

hand. we used your words for kindling at our
rat barbecue. we are not your crows, but

we’ll put on a show with black feathers in
our hair for a square & steal a meal when

we’re wearing thin, when our shins can’t shoulder
anymore water to boil, when gravel

grovels at our kneecaps chewing on rue
& happenstance. we’ll dance the Tarantella

while we wait for you, Russki, to come
with your foil of heating oil, with your mouths

shaped like guns. you promised to construct us
a castle stamped from our skins & invite

our skeletons to move in. we denied
you that one joy—powerless though we are.

Panika M. C. Dillon is from Fairbanks, Alaska, and Austin, Texas. Her work has appeared in Heavy Feather Review, Poets&Artists, Copper Nickel, DIAGRAM, Steam Ticket, Alice Blue Review, apt, and others. She received her MFA in creative-writing poetry from Sarah Lawrence College and works as a legislative reporter at the Texas Capitol.

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